Hey, it has been 5 months since I last met you. I'm supposed to miss you now. I'm supposed to think of you everyday just like what I did for the past stupid months but you know what? It's different now and I don't know why. Really. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I wrote in my last letter to you that I won't stop loving you until you love me too but I guess, this is over. I'm happy. So much happy. I am fleeing from my own sadistic chains that held my neck long enough to writhe it savagely as my blood oozes from my eyes, my nose, my mouth, my ears and as I was silently screaming from the excruciating pain of having crushed my own throat, having severed my head from my own body just because of that damn chains you brought me! Why am I suddenly feeling this animosity towards you? I hate this! I hate it when I need to hate somebody just to save myself from hating myself because of loving someone who will never love me in return!
Oh Lord, I need You.
Pain,
~darkangel~
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