Monday, July 22, 2013

Rant

July 23, 2013

This time I want to run away and just disappear.

I hate you. I really do.

Manhid ka.

Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko na alam. 

It is my fault. I should not blame you for this. I chose this. I do things for you 'coz it makes me happy every time I help you. But... I don't know. This is wrong. 

Nasasaktan mo na ako. Mali. Nasasaktan na ako. At hindi mo alam iyon.

Nagseselos ako pero hindi naman dapat. 

This is insane. I'm insane. I'm irrational. I can't think right.

You consume me. I'm breaking down.

Siguro kailangan ko nang lumayo.

Kasi mahal na kita.

In denial lang talaga ako.