July 23, 2013
This time I want to run away and just disappear.
I hate you. I really do.
Manhid ka.
Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko na alam.
It is my fault. I should not blame you for this. I chose this. I do things for you 'coz it makes me happy every time I help you. But... I don't know. This is wrong.
Nasasaktan mo na ako. Mali. Nasasaktan na ako. At hindi mo alam iyon.
Nagseselos ako pero hindi naman dapat.
This is insane. I'm insane. I'm irrational. I can't think right.
You consume me. I'm breaking down.
Siguro kailangan ko nang lumayo.
Kasi mahal na kita.
In denial lang talaga ako.