Tuesday, January 18, 2011

The Peephole

The kitchen was beginning to please her. Ella stood back from the sink for a moment and took a look around. As soon as she got it clean, it would be a great kitchen; a shiny, wooden dining table, plenty of counter space bathed in light from the glass window over the sink, shimmering white tiles, enough cupboards for her food. It was the largest room in the house and obviously intended to be the focal point of life there.

She opened the door to the woodshed. It was chilly yet comforting. She found a pile of split oak and poplar. Someone had done a pretty good job for weather like this. There was a sharp axe in the woodshed should she need some more kindling. She brought some woods to the stove, made herself a cup of coffee and sat down at the table to consider what still remained unfinished. The bathroom was clean, the living room too and now, the kitchen was done. That left the bedrooms and if she bothered, the attic.

The house, according to the agent was over a hundred years old. The beams had shown. They were massive yet made lovely out of some expensive dark wood that lasts for ages. The living room was spacious enough. There were comfortable ornate couches, a hearth made of red bricks, a glass table with a vase filled with freshly picked red roses and a crystal chandelier that enlivened the first room of the antique house. Ella was satisfied. It was her dream house – a vintage bungalow-style home.

From the living room, there was a hallway leading to the 3 bedrooms. It was spooky walking in there since she hadn’t bought fluorescent lights yet. What added to the spooky feeling was its vaguely musty smell that was present nowhere else in the house. It wasn’t terribly comfortable. One by one she carried the creaky chairs outside and beat the dust out of the cushions. In a way, she was beginning to have a sense that this was really hers, now that she had rescued it from its patina of dust and grime. In three days, she’d receive her salary and finally be able to pay the remaining half of the house’s cost. The agent had to agree to let her live there for two days to make sure if she really wanted to buy it and live there for the rest of her life.

Now, it was time to visit the attic. She started up the stairs and opened the door. It creaked, naturally, but seemed safe enough. The place was a mess. Few hangers were scattered around the sandy floor. There were an old mattress with nauseating particles creeping on top of it, a heavy old dresser with most of its drawers missing and unexpectedly enough, a second door. She pulled the doorknob. It was locked. She groped for the keys in her pocket then tried them all to open the door. Nothing happened. It was still locked. The agent hadn’t given her the key for this door. Anyway, maybe there was nothing important inside. Maybe it was just a storage room or a panic room? A panic room with a swollen, dilapidated door? Yeah, right. Before turning her back, she noticed a peephole. What are you going to do with a peephole? She looked through it. Nothing. She saw nothing but red. The color red. Bloody red.

“Madam, just a random question. Do you believe in ghosts?” She remembered the agent had asked her the first time she saw the house.

“Nope. I don’t. If you’re telling me that this house is being haunted by ghosts, well I tell you, I’d buy this as soon as possible.” She snickered at the dire face of the agent.

“That’s good to hear, madam. Well anyway, I just heard that the last owner of the house stabbed her eyes to death.”

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OMG. I'm having goose bumps while finishing this story.. Grr.. How would I sleep with the lights off now? O.o

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Gone

The smell of sweet rose is what I miss. Your pink cheeks and red lips, now, I do not see. The smooth waves of your hair like silk are gone. The glow from your brown eyes turned dull. I see much face, few that I know. White and black, no pink and red, save the red rose on your bed. You are my all but you left me in woe. I oft cry at night to see you sleep and now that you are, my tears won’t stop. Can’t breathe, I drown in grief. Wait for me in the crypt.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

The Shadow Silhouette (ID)

Drowning myself in solitary, I sat on the farthest chair on the last row. I opened my notebook and reviewed the lessons for the class later. It was freezing cold. The air-conditioner clamored blatantly while exhaling a chilly sensation that traveled up my spine. I couldn’t read properly. The lights flickered off and on, joining the noise of the aircon as if they were emceeing an obstreperous discotheque. I couldn’t fix my attention on the notes so I turned on my cell phone and played a song. Looking at the ceiling, my eyes hurt. I hated it! I stood up and switched off the stupid lights and then it was dark. The only faint light lingering in the room was from the window covered with cream-colored Venetian blinds. Sluggishly, I trod back to my chair. I was falling into the brink of unconsciousness when someone had tapped me on my right shoulder. Surprisingly, there was no someone except for a lizard crawling limp on the floor. What the hell had happened? A lizard fell from the wall? Weird.

As my eyes followed the flaccid lizard crawl back on the wall, I didn’t notice the guy standing beside me. I was taken aback but there was one insistent dimple to the right of his smile which made me lean against the wall. Weakness began in my ankles, crawling towards my heart. My heart?! Psshh.. I wasn’t one of those corny people who believe in love at first sight. I knew this wasn’t love. It was just his eyes, so deep that it was startling. I could slip by looking into those eyes.

“Hey, are you okay?” he broke the deafening silence. His eyes were wide yet full of salaciousness.

“Oh yeah, I’m fine. I was just surprised. I didn’t notice you entering the room.” I looked away from his face.

“Actually, I knocked but apparently, you didn’t hear. Is there a problem? You have been standing there for minutes. What are you looking at?” and now he was trying to start a conversation. OMG.

“Ahmm.. Nothing. I just woke up.” I smiled timidly, “maybe I should go now. I have a class.” the glow of his face faded away as I turned back, got my things and left the room. Ugghh.. Epic fail.

A desperate afterthought, I dropped my ID. Damn. Loser.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

The Mouse

I opened my laptop to check my mails. I was pissed off. My mouse wasn’t working! I couldn’t move the cursor. Because I hadn’t had enough patience left on me, I threw the mouse as far as it could go. Craaaack! It fell at the corner of the wall beside the door and guess what, it didn’t crack into pieces! I picked it up and saw that it was still in its usual shape. Then I tried to plug it in the USB port. Shocked yet happy, the mouse worked! Oh yeah! XD

Well, maybe sometimes I need to hurt something or someone for it/him/her to work properly AGAIN. LOL. XP

Monday, November 29, 2010

The Shadow Silhouette (Intro)

I was lying on the edge of my bed. I stared at my window as I waited for the sun to dawn. I felt the coolness of the morning breeze. I pulled my blanket and wrapped it around my warm body. Suddenly from the glass window, a strange shadow strikingly silhouetted against the setting sun. My heart jumped as if someone has stabbed me from my back. I forgot that you waited for me outside since yesterday until today. I didn't dare to get out. I hadn't had enough courage to speak. I got up from bed and ignored your presence.



Monday, November 22, 2010

Someone told me that I’m her very special friend then I asked her how she defines me as special? This is her reply:

As special as the picturesque rainbow in the modest sky,

As majestic as white light sparks into multi-colored ray,

As special as the splendid setting sun in Manila bay,

Shimmering beauty over the gently waving sea…

— Nov. 22, 2010 8:00 pm

Saturday, November 13, 2010

BFF, Ensaymada and Ice Scramble

At 5 o’clock in the morning, my alarm went wild. Shoot! I don’t wanna attend the ROTC class. I turned the alarm off and went back to sleep.


I heard a familiar voice from outside my room and I knew that it was already lunch time. Footsteps approached my room and before my brother woke me up, I stood and stretched my arms as high as I could reach. My whole body was limp so I hadn’t expected this Saturday to be like some days when I feel that certain excitement in anticipating some cozy activity. Anyway, I strode to the dining table and ate lunch with my grandma, mom, and brother. After having a delicious lunch specially cooked and prepared by my grandma (specially because she seldom cooks our food during weekdays and Saturdays, only if Sunday), I went back to my room to finish the book I bought yesterday, “Kissing Kate” by Lauren Myracle. Actually, I didn’t plan on buying a book for it was out of budget but still I visited the bookstore in AS. It’s my pastime when I’m alone and not in the mood to hang out with somebody - to go to bookstores and to flip the pages of every book I see as interesting. By 4 pm, I finished the book. It is about Lissa and Kate who are best friends when one night, they did something which changed their relationship as friends. Lissa tried to convince Kate to talk out whatever they felt during that night and the confusion that lingered and bothered her but Kate resisted the idea and pretended nothing happened. In the end, Lissa met a new friend who made her realize to come back to her own self. On the other hand, I was not pleased with the ending because it didn’t tell me how Lissa and Kate settled their situation.


Having read a book about best friends, I called my best friend, Leah, to go to our house. I was alone anyway. But before that, I did some stretching, push ups and sit ups first. Then suddenly a voice called me from outside and apparently, I knew she had come.

“Why do you want me to stay in?”, she asked me smiling.

“I’m alone and I’m bored. Why did you come without texting me? I was waiting for your response. I’m supposed to take a bath first. Anyway, come in.”

Inside the house,

“Do you want to clean?”, she looked around.

“What?”, I was suprised and puzzled at the same time.

“I mean, look at that dead cockroach at the corner. Is that your new decoration?”, she replied abruptly.

“Fine. I don’t have time to clean and my grandma either. You know, we don’t care about it. We’re used to them.” I got my towel and prepared to take a bath.

“Would you mind if I sweep the dust off?”, she asked without any hint of sarcasm.

I was in disbelief but still I smiled. “Sure, no problem. It’s your choice.” Then I took a bath.


As I expected, father came home early. I stopped Leah from sweeping our floor because dad definitely will get mad at me. We went inside my room and had chitchats as usual. It always feels good to have somebody to talk with when you’re alone and I’m so grateful to have her beside me. Then as usual, we ran out of gossips so we planned to go to the playground where we could buy green mangoes with bagoong which I was craving for and off we went.


We strolled along every bazaar. Colorful Christmas lights were blinding. People were scattered everywhere. Noise was buzzing violently on my head then someone bumped me and I felt bad.

“Where could I buy green mangoes?” By that time, my stomach was growling from hunger. I didn’t want to eat anything but green mangoes.

Finally, she dragged me to the nearest seller of green mangoes and I ate with delight.

“That was good. Hmm, is there any booth who hands henna tattoo?” I asked her again. With just 100 pesos in hand, a tattoo would be the best I could get in here.


It took us 20 minutes to finish the tattoo and the result was amazing. I’ve always wanted to get a permanent one but God forbids. And so I believe that I’m still a good girl to obey Him even if I want it badly. *grins*

Here it is:

My first henna tattoo. XD

I spent 60 pesos for this.



It was 8 o’clock in the evening and we need to go home but we were hungry so we decided to get something to eat. We walked across the street for that ‘buy one take one’ hamburger but unluckily, there were many people in line and we can’t afford to wait any longer. We ended up in front of Julie’s Bakeshop. I had special ensaymada and was dismayed because beside the store is Chooks-To-Go. Suddenly, I craved for lechon manok but what could I do, I didn’t have enough money. Lesson: Avoid the scrumptious smell of lechon manok and focus on my ensaymada.


As we walked to catch a jeepney, I was enticed by a pink ice scramble store so I stopped her to buy me one. Good Lord I have a kind best friend who would buy me anything I asked from her. HAHA!


With my best friend, ensaymada and ice scramble in hand, my Saturday had been special. Oh yeah! :)